:')

it must've been a long time,long enough for these words to become colorless.
even if i just see your eyes, i know everything, like your friend, like your shadow.
we must've been together always.
when you're having hard time and you're sad, even when you're lonely.
holding onto seperation a bit longer, even when i'm hurting to wipe your tears..
there's a girl who loves you so much.. there's a girl who can't even say i love you.. by your side i put my hand out and at a path where you can always reach me..
who cheerish you more than myself, i am with you.to make you laugh.,
when and where ever you are, i am watching you and missing you..
and who worries of only you..
for the thousandth time i swallow and again for ten thousandth time i try to set everything straight.
i want to tell you. i think i'm going insane but..i want to embrace you all at one but..there's a man, who doesn't know i'm like this..
who receives love but doesn't know that it is love.
at this moment tears come but i'm happy.. :')