hurting~

When I close my eyes,

there it lies.

The memories.

In my mind

they are bonded.

I never try to forget

only let them go.

He did nothing to me.

I’m the one who haunting myself

like a ghost with sharp knife

flying around my body

then, stabbed the heart.

It hurts. A lot.

But,

sometimes

the blood from the heart

comes with seeds.

Beautiful flowers smile trough the day

making the pain flew away.

He did nothing

but giving me more strength and wisdom

careful steps in future

understanding the nature

because life is full with adventure.

I keep telling me

don’t worry

let it be what it should be.

rasa ku~

ku rasa ada kosong di hati

ku juga rasa ada sepi

ingin sekali ku curah rasa ini

biar mengalir tanpa henti

carilah diriku waktu kau perlukan aku

dan

buanglah aku saat kau lebih memerlukan orang lain

.............

rintihan hati seorang aku

>,< be strong!

>,<

please be strong.

the dark will abate.

believe in what makes you feel good.

believe in what makes you happy.

do not despair.

i am here.

i care.

~*~

:')

it must've been a long time,long enough for these words to become colorless.
even if i just see your eyes, i know everything, like your friend, like your shadow.
we must've been together always.
when you're having hard time and you're sad, even when you're lonely.
holding onto seperation a bit longer, even when i'm hurting to wipe your tears..
there's a girl who loves you so much.. there's a girl who can't even say i love you.. by your side i put my hand out and at a path where you can always reach me..
who cheerish you more than myself, i am with you.to make you laugh.,
when and where ever you are, i am watching you and missing you..
and who worries of only you..
for the thousandth time i swallow and again for ten thousandth time i try to set everything straight.
i want to tell you. i think i'm going insane but..i want to embrace you all at one but..there's a man, who doesn't know i'm like this..
who receives love but doesn't know that it is love.
at this moment tears come but i'm happy.. :')

♥♥♥

Lyrics | Kim Jong Kook lyrics - One Man lyrics

when nothing goes right

go left!

apekan dayaku~

apekan daya ku bila result adik aku teruk

aku yg kena marah hahaha padan muka aku

kerana mak kata akulah pengaruh adik tgk cerita korea

walhal aku belajar tgk cerita korea dari adik aku sndr

dan selepas ini aku kena ajar adik aku hari2 atas arahan mak n ayah

sobbbssss~

mst ok utk dr sndr!

apa lagi boleh ku buat

selain tersenyum menguatkan diri

agar kuat hadapi hari2 esok

agar lupa hari2 silam yg kelam

semua pon mst akan ok! >,<

kata2 jenab menusuk kalbu.. :')

manusia sering meletakkan harapan pada orang lain
sehinggakan mereka menjadi takut akan semua yang mereka belum ketahui .

cma weyh

kata-kata yg ku pinjam dari jenab....suke sgt! :)

P/s : jenab..sy pinjam okey... >,<

before you say i do ♥

cerita yg sgt comel2..cerita lame yg aku bru tgk dkt diva..yela..since nga cuti lame ni kn..

hari2 dok ngadap tv..sume cter melayu, cina, korea, omputeh, industan sume aku tgk..

tp dis movie mmg sgt best..

sgt comel bile dat guy ni (george) wish dat he wud come back to 10 years in da past..just days before doug & jane get married means b4 jane say i do la kn..sbb at da very last mnt jane refuse nk kawen ngn dye...

n part plg aku suke bile time dye nk wish tu...kt traffic l8..mse lampu kuning..dye bwak laju2 sbb nk wish b4 lmpu kuning tuka jd merah..tup2 accident..n when he woke up..dye da blek 10thn lepas...ngeee~ comel gler...

bru la aku tau kn..igt time taik bintang jatuh ke..crik bintang plg bercahaya2 ke...time kt traffic l8 pon jadik..mmg kompom la aku apply kn tiap kali lalu trrfc l8..kot2 xlepas kne tahan polis mmg aku suh la polis tu tgk cter ni..kompom lepas nye lah..hehehe...♥

the value of smiling... :)

try putting on a smile

cause

it makes you feel better

and

sure you'll look younger

where

every time you smile you are sending a gift to the world

a smile is so simple, yet so powerful

>,<

are you happy?

happy!happy! :)